Thursday, 15 July 2010
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Upward Bound: What happened to the family?
So, as everyone knows for the past 5 weeks i've been in Salem, West Virginia at Salem International University for the program i'm in called Upward Bound. Which is definitely a fantastic program. Where once you join, you pretty much become family with everyone. Well.. except for this year.. which is WAYYYY odd.
Last year everyone was family. You ran to them when your boyfriend did something wrong you cried they helped you out you got better and then you moved on. This year, shit is so different its not even funny. For example: people starting shit! What the fuck??? Seriously? We are how old and we're still going on like were 3?Hear are some words of excellent advice: If you don't have anything nice to say, just don't say it at all. Simple as that!
The drama that is starting is ridiculous. Like over petty shit. I mean we're not in 3rd grade kiddos. We're uprising seniors and juniors. Its time to grow up.
I mean its getting to the point where every uprising senior is going to quit because its nothing but bull shit.
And somehow; i wonder what the hell happened to the family i joined not more then a year ago? Where did they go because this shit, just ain't flying right with me. Last year everyone got along. No fights, no drama (well amongst ourselves now what came in from outside thats different), no stress. It was perfect, exactly like a family, i mean we had arguments but it never escalated to where everyone was going to kick someones ass or stop being friends with them. But this year, has taken people for a ride. I honestly don't know what happened to the family that i once had.
It was there and now *poof* no more!!
If you find the Upward Bound family i lost please contact me, because i could really use them right now....
Thursday, 24 June 2010
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Cheaters; They never prosper
I honestly HATE cheaters.. ya know. the ones who are like "Baby, I'm NOT cheating on you" or "Baby, I promise that i am not cheating on you" when in fact you know for definate that they were/are!! What douche bags! i mean, we caught you, and now you are lieing????? Why??!?!?!
Its like hello??? Do you not understand the concept of ONE person?!?!? Is it that complicated?? Because obviously it is! For heavens sake, you find ONE person you WANT to be with and then you stay faithful... if you don't like them anymore, then leave them. Its honestly not a hard descion!! GOD!!!!!! why why why???
Seriously, can someone explain what the big "who-ha" about it is? Like, is it the adrenaline?? GRRR!!!
If you guys don't know [from this rant] i just recently found out that i was being CHEATED on! And then, again!!! I mean, its really not that hard to stay faithful to one person. I just want to know why?!?!?! Because the reason OBVIOUSLY escapes me!
So for everyone who has ever been cheated on.. What should i do? How do you handle it? and for those who are the cheaters, Why do you do it? Is there a reason??
Because i honestly couldn't do it, i don't understand the mind set of it!!! I mean to say that you love someone, then turn around and break their heart, eat it, spit it out, fry it, then put it in a blender hit frappe and try to piece it 2gether again, and once again break it??? How? Anymore i think that LOVE SUCKS!!!
In all honesty,i don't believe that it helps anything, cuz your going to end up loosing in the long run! You could loose a great friendship, a lover, and more... and not only loose one, but both! How can you do it when there are soooo many consquences involved??? To me Cheaters, will never prosper.
Saturday, 12 June 2010
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Currently
Sound of Madness
By Shinedown
see relatedRandom Facts about me
I'm hoping that the title of this blog gives away what i'm blogging about... but incase you may not understand what it is that i'm blogging about, then here it goes. I'm blogging some random facts about me =] Don't know why, but i decided since this is my personal blog, that i should go ahead and get some of this stuff out there and in the open. That way, you'll know a little more about me and not feel as though your adding a total stranger =]
Well here it goes......
Random facts about me that you may know or you may not know.
- My name is Adrianna
- I'm 17, and my bday is Sept 22.
- I read alot, and nonstop.If u read, ask me a book i think that you should read.
- I am random,and i don't care if you like it or not!
- Taken; deffinately not single est.May 10,2010! [He rocks my world.]
- I'm in upward bound and the high school band [yea we're awesome]
- Graduating class of 2011
- I'm bipolar and i have add/adhd. It makes me who i am
- I don't do cop-outs. i find it retarded
- I'm an opinionated person, if i don't like it, your going to know
- Vampires=<3 no lie. And, Fyi, not a twilight freak. I'm meaning Dracula type shit
- I am goofy.
- I'm proudly part of the bigger people population of the United States.
- I'm filled with fun random facts. Ask me something!
- I can be a very talkitive person.
- I give great advice.
- I'm crazzy as all get out.
- I love to meet new people and have an adventure.
- I have multiple bestfriends. but there are few that are close to me.
- I will do anything to protect my loved ones. Don't fuck with them
- I love scooby doo
- Rocky Horror Picture Show, Tenth Kingdom,& To Wong-Foo thanks for everything Julie Neumar are amazing movies [ i can quote them]
- My favorite flower is the rose.
- I'm a hopeless romantic
- I am not a hater. I am open to everyone.
- I love tigers! <33
- Cherry Coke,Mountain Dew, &Wild Cherry Pepsi are the shittt
- I'm a total tomboy
- I love to take late night walks and look at the stars.
- I've never been kissed in the rain, but i'd love to be!!!!!!!!
- I have no biological siblings, but i claim few as my sisters.
- I love to go horse back riding =]
So there you have it. 32 random facts about me! :] Who knows, i may write more.. you never know. Wanna know anything else? Ask me!!!
- My name is Adrianna
Friday, 11 June 2010
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Currently
Hush, Hush
By Becca Fitzpatrick
see relatedI don't want to let you go..Ever.
Have you ever had something you didn't want to let go? Something so important that you couldn't help but be selfish and not share it? Well i have.
And let me tell you, the hardest thing to do is share... and i'm not lying. As of May 10,2010, i started dating this amazing guy by the name of Dillon Williams. And he pretty much rocks my world. I most deffinately couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. He's everything that i've been looking for. He's the light in my dark, the reason for my smile, and the reason why i'm always happy. There are many many more reasons as to why he's so imporant, but those are the main ones that i can currently think of. Have you ever found someone like that? Like theres nothing in the world that makes you happier than to hear their voice, feel their presence? To me, its deffinately a drug and a sensory overload. He takes me to a new height of the word "alive". I honestly don't know where i would be at this very moment had i not met him. He saved me from myself, I thank who ever sent him to me over and over again. I don't kow what i've done to deserve him, but i hope whatever it is, i keep doing it. I am thrilled to have found him, and excited that we are together.
Well, that is what i have to say about the MOST amazing boyfriend in the ENTIRE universe!!! =] Well,thats it..... for now at least ;]
If you didn't know i am in a program called Upward Bound. Which btw, is an amazing TRIO organization that i believe everyone [who has a chance to] should apply to and join. There are many many many things that are UHHH MAZING about this program that would take days and days and days to explain but i may just make a list on here.. some where..... maybe in this blog.. or in another.. it just depends.. ya kno. But anyway.
My summer session starts this sunday June 13,2010. And, no its not my 1st one. Its actually my 2nd. Sadly, i'm a upcoming Senior in the program which means this is my very Ilast summer session i'll be attending. And that makes me really sad inside!!I've met sooo many amazing people!! For instance Aimme [pronounced Amy] Grahm, shes pretty amazing, i love her to death and thats not a lie.. or the amazing Jessica Davis? shes like pretty freakin epic! And i can't forget Adam Richmond and Cody Greaver who played guitar and bass and sang during the last summer session when we had free time or w/e.. no joke, they all come from differenty counties, and i never EVER woulda met them had i not joined the program. I almost forgot some other people, Taylor Coffey, Elizabeth Shuman... and so many more.. i can't wait til i go there!! Woot.. well...thats all i have for now.. i just thought i should randomly update this.. soo much to do and so little time =]
Monday, 07 June 2010
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Have you ever....
Have you ever sat there and thought about something so hard it made you cry? To the point where it seems almost impossible to get up and fight back on a daily basis? Think that fighting back is a pointless optional thing that only is available to those who aren't you?
I have. And its seems like its happening more and more frequent. Everytime i look outside my window, when i look towards the sky. Listen to music, and i really asky myself why. (ahaha that rhymed!=] sorry found that funny) Recently its been seeming like Happiness is a distant memory, that is being brought back but at the same time, held away from me. Like i'm some type of naughty child that is being punished for something wrong that i've done. And i've done nothing wrong. At all. Like i'm not even sure why i try anymore.It seems like nothing will go right, nothing will be good and most of all, i'm not worth it. And it honestly sucks i don't like it and i don't want this feeling anymore.
Ughh being despressed SUCKS!
You want to know what i'm doing?
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Hmm.. i love my vampire =]
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Not quite sure what the hell this "Pulse thing is"
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